And yeah, i feel so guilty today. I feel so guilty that i've lied. I can't believe that i've been preaching to Jessie about honesty and never lie down to the simplest thing but today, i went against my morals, my values and my principles. I lied.
Today, i told Dorina that i was not able to work as i had no proper bike to work with. The truth is that i just don't like the idea of being dependant on Shahril, i don't think my body will be able to tolerate this long hours of attachment in the morning and part-time at night and finally, i so called found a new job to try out with. I wasn't really lying to her 100% but then i just feel guilty. Its a rather fun environment to work at. On top of that, i get to learn new roads.
I agree that this a small thing and some may call it 'bohong sunnat' or whatever that is. Then again, my principle in life is never lie. Just be honest. Lying don't get you anywhere and one day karma will get you back. I always believe, whether you steal a bread or you steal $10k, you are still a thief. Same principles applies for lying.
I don't know but i just feel guilty.
Reflection of the day:
**Wandi is not so careful after all. Today, along Thomson road i was zig-zagging like nobody business. I saw all the cars, all the bikes and all the hazards. All of a sudden, a Traffic officer was beside me. Oh gosh, luckily, i just got off with a warning without even being stopped. Time to be more alert. I am not that alert after all. Time to improve. One second of carelessness may lead to disaster and this could jolly well be a lesson. Always open your eyes when on the roads.
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