BMS?

One more hour so before BMS.

To many things running in my mind now. Just want to get rid of all these troubles. One by one. Time moves so fast. One moment i plan to do this, next moment, exams, school, datelines and etc. Or is it because i am moving too slowly.

Sometimes i wonder why study and learn how to manage a building (BMS) when i can't even control myself, my words, my actions. I'm going a place far far away during the break i guess. I need peace. Since no one can offer me peace, i will seek peace myself.

Sometimes it sad to know that words can hurt more than actions but actions is louder than words.

Some things are just unjust. To me sometimes its rubbish but then to each his or her own. I need to control myself i guess and make fairness in my life exist.