Well, first and foremost i am sorry. I know what i've said hurt you but even if we are not together it does not give you the right to ruin your life and live life in misery. Now, i just want to be alone. I need someone to talk to. My band of the brothers can truly understand me. We just know when to listen and when to advice. But i can't totally depend on them as they have their own commitments. Thats the reason why i prefer to be alone if not around them. NO ONE will understand when i come from and what i am going through.
Sometimes people just pretend to be your friend. They can joke and make fun of you but when its your turn, they get offended. Life oh life. Such people are not worth the friendship. Lately, trouble with her, now trouble in school and trouble at work.
The clouds are getting more and more grey by the day. Well, i just accept it in my stride. Like what mommy says, the closer you get to Him the more he will challenge you and test if your faith is strong.
Well, life oh life, accept it, learn from it, move on and be a stronger person.
Life never suck. I made my life suck. Now, its time for me to get out of this sucky life. I must survive. I owe to many people too many things. I need to repay them.
Pretenders stay away. Today i might be in this state. Its ok. I will, will try hard to improve this life. Sad to say, life is full of pretenders. Time is shorter. Challenges are getting harder.
Understand me to love me. I mean no harm to anyone. I am the way i am because of lousy upbringing. But everyday i ask myself, where can i improve. How do i be a better man.
And the challenges continue. Death is not so easy thus i've forgotten about it altogether. Perseverance, endurance and patience continue for now. With His will, success shall be there.
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